I'm so Numb!

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CeeCee

Saturday I was at the The Naughti Gras Art show in Missouri where one of my images were up! It was a good night! ML Weston and I went together!
 We got back to my place about 1:30 and Ml left to head home. I sat down to get a head start on some of the images. About 2:30 in the morning , my phone rang and thougth it might have been Ml wanting to tell me something. I so wish it had been him and not what I had to hear. My sister hysterical, she had just gotten a call from her daughters boyfriend, I could barely understand her but I understood death! My 22 yr old niece had been in a head on collission with a tractor trailer! She was killed instantly. I woke my daughter up and we headed over her house,my other sister with us as well! The pain her eyes was so much to bare, I couldn't understand why this was happening to her, to see so much pain, Her son had put his fist through a mirror, when I arrived he was in the bathroom, his hand wrapped and he needed to go get stitches! So much pain and dispare, we were all trying to console each other and all helping Tracey go through such a horrible day! By Sunday at noon Tracey, Dee and Traceys husband Jc all headed to go make the arrangements! I stayed there with my nephew and some nieces and nephews. I tried to sleep but it never came. After they got back, Dee drove me back to her house where my daughter would come get me. She had told me" Could you ever imagine walking into a room to pick out your daughters casket" This brought tears to my eyes and no I couldn't ever imagine doing this, My God to watch and be among this pain is so hard. Tuesday is the wake and Wed the funeral, We all must be strong and get through this together!

 RIP Christen, you always be loved and in our hearts forever!

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Gallery By Hal
Gallery By Hal: ...
Damnit - I hate this. Just hate it. Youth is fleeting enough as it is without it being prematurely cut short...

There are no magic words to ease the pain, but I will remember you and your family in my prayers... I wish I could offer more...
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February 08, 2010
Curtis Wood
Curtis Wood: ...
Oh Cee.... I send my condolences to your sister and your entire family. As Hal said, you and your family will be in our prayers.
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February 08, 2010
CeeCee
CeeCee: ...
smilies/sad.gif Thanks you guys, I did fall alsleep about 5 am and will be heading over to my sisters house this afternoon. We have a major storm moving in and I don't want to be caught here and not be able to go
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February 08, 2010
PKM IMAGES
PKM IMAGES: ...
I'm so sorry to hear about your sister's daughter. Our prayer's are with you, and your family. As my fellow members has said there are no magical words that would ease your pain and suffering. I wish there were .
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February 08, 2010
jwb imagery
jwb imagery: ...
Hugs and condolences to you. Seems so unfair to lose the young.
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February 08, 2010
CeeCee
CeeCee: ...
Tuesday was so long and today we will bury her. My sister in so much pain, to see her standing at her daughters coffin, crying and saying she just wants to see and hold her baby!
So many came yet, the room felt empty.
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February 09, 2010
CeeCee
CeeCee: ...
It was a beautiful funeral, so many tears! We went to eat afterwards and the mood got lighter. My nieces daaies ashes went with her now she can be with her daddy! The Pastor said words we can all relate, even he himself was brought to tears!
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February 11, 2010

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